I have been thinking a lot about life. About where I am and where I’m going. I have been thinking about the kind of job I’m looking for, where I want to put down roots, who I want to be. And this last week I have been thinking a lot about who I want to be with.
I’m just restarting the long process of a divorce. While it’s been something on my heart for awhile now, I’m to the point where I’m pushing forward to get it done. So I’m thinking about what went wrong and all the things I will miss. But it’s also giving me new things to find in a man.
I know that I have a romantic heart. I want a fairytale. I want the kind of man that knows and learns about me all the time. Someone who will wrestle with me, then take me out on a nice date. I want a man who makes me feel like a girl.
I’m tired of living in a world where boys think that girls will do everything. I don’t want to go to work, get home and clean, then cook you dinner. All while you fool around on the computer or play video games. I want a real man.
A man who is proud of what he does. A man who wants to surprise me and love me and pursue me. I’m just looking for the man that makes my heart feel a little more full.
And I will keep waiting till I find him.